Anyways my story.. so lets see. Well I've been friends with this chick for awhile now anyways she ended up being my first and yeah. See she had told me yeah we were friends and all but that since she is moving away we weren't going to 'get attached' to eachother.. and well you know how all guys think 'oh yeah sex and I don't have to actually feel anything!' well I thought I was going to be like that and turns out I can't do that and I dunno.. I feel real stupid just sitting here and thinking about weird quirks about her and then I remember she won't be here in a few weeks. I'm the type of guy who rarely ever cries and yet I'm starting too right now..