It's just the same thing over and over. Same bad life. Same social interactions and disasters. Same person who no one wants around. Same complaints. Same advice. Just all the same. I'm not going to change and I can't make anything else change so the only thing is to make it so nothings a concern anymore. I gave it time and I tried but it's all right back to where I was 6 months ago. In a room, in the dark, just a computer, music and no one around cause they're all out having a life. Oh wait one thing has changed. Now instead of not fitting in with people my own age or only a little younger, I'm not fitting in with people who are at least 3 years or more younger than me.