A person that I didn't really knew in person, but I knew who he was and liked him, killed himself a while ago. It's so weird with someone just dissapearing like that. I mean I have older relatives who have passed away, but in a natural way. It's so odd when it's a young person (he was my age) who dies like that. He used to always promote suicide but he didn't seem depressed so it came as a bit of a chock. Anyway, ever since I found out about it I have been thinking intensely about it. I have always thought about it from time to time since the age of 10, but having someone I know do it makes it more...., sort of "if he can do it then so can I". That kind of thing. I just can't get it out of my head. These are just thoughts....., I'm not looking for any particular reply.