Just tired of getting up

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Blue5274, Jul 9, 2012.

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  1. Blue5274

    Blue5274 New Member

    Im older, Ive suffered from depression all my life. Ive been molested, raped, homeless, and each time I was knocked down I got back up. But today...Im tired. Ive had so much of my life sucked out of me that I just cant do it anymore. I made out my will. Set me benefic. up And set up for a person to take care of the children when Im gone. Ive typed of funeral arraingements. Just wanted someone to knowm that Im tired. Im tired of ppl stepping on me. Im tired of failing my family. Im tired of them seeing my depression. Im tired of getting up. Ive lost all my fight.
  2. pickwithaustin

    pickwithaustin Staff Alumni

    You have children?
  3. WldHair

    WldHair Well-Known Member

    Blue, we're all entitled to be tired of getting back up and today, I feel you. But simply be in your feelings and don't fight against them. I've had depression all my life as well and I go way down and I start talking to my spirits and somehow I wind up coming back up, even when I didn't believe I would.
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