Im older, Ive suffered from depression all my life. Ive been molested, raped, homeless, and each time I was knocked down I got back up. But today...Im tired. Ive had so much of my life sucked out of me that I just cant do it anymore. I made out my will. Set me benefic. up And set up for a person to take care of the children when Im gone. Ive typed of funeral arraingements. Just wanted someone to knowm that Im tired. Im tired of ppl stepping on me. Im tired of failing my family. Im tired of them seeing my depression. Im tired of getting up. Ive lost all my fight.