I've posted here a few times before when I've felt suicidal, but now I believe I have come to the point where I am going to commit suicide. While I don't have a method planned out, I will probably <Mod Edit:Inmemoryofyou:Methods> I'm in the process of selling my things, I want to travel until the money runs out and then call it quits. This is the difference, in making real moves towards an end. Ive never involved myself in such a way. I guess I'm scared, and I want to tell someone, it's good that this gives me an outlet for doing so. Now that I think about it, perhaps this is counter productive to your cause? I don't mean to be rude, but sometimes diverting the urge to tell someone you know in person to instead an Internet community may lead to a higher risk of actual suicide.. Just food for thought, the irony kind of struck me as I wrote this Either way, thank you for reading. It helps to release some of the pressure.