Hi there, welcome to the forum.
It sounds like you're in a pretty precarious situation. It's good that you decided to seek out support, hopefully we can help talk you down here.
There is actually a live chat feature, although how you'd access it depends on what you're using to access the site. Presumably you're on a phone, in which case maybe
@Sassy the Wonderful Cat or
@Angie would be kind enough to explain.
But if you're by some chance on a laptop, then there's an icon for it on the bottom right of the screen you can use to open the chat window. This definitely sounds like something the support room is perfect for.