Just tried my second attempt at ending my sad existence. First was an overdose, <mod edit-methods>and woke up 12 hours later with vomit all over the floor and feeling very dizzy. I didn't seek medical attention so I don't know what damage I have done. Tonight I just tried <mod edit-methods> myself but panicked as everything started to go black and I could feel the pulse in my neck and my brain swelling. I fail at ending it all just like I fail in life. My partner and I had been together for a year and a half and under a month ago he just walked out, no explanation, nothing. We have only just bought a house together and he tells me he loves me and cares for me. Im confused, lonely, miss him and just don't see the point to anything anymore, when anything good I have I always end up getting hurt. I need a way out!