i made a feable attempt at suicide a few hours ago i downed a bunch of aspirin. i would have tried something else but unforrtunately there's nothing in the house. i just want the pain to end, and i have lost the will to live. i have been in major depression now for a week. my girlfriend broke up with me a week ago, and i loved her. i'm 28 years old, and she was the only girl i ever dated. since then i can't watch tv, i can't sleep, i walk around like a zomby. nothing is enjoyable anymore. this doesn't just have to do with my girlfriend dumping me. i'm sure i could find somebody else, but i can't get rid of these suicidal thoughs that i'm having. an odd kind of peace came over me when i thought about killing myself. so i will probably try to do it again.