im just..not feeling myself lately. and i really have no reason to be unhappy at this moment in my life. yet i still am. i just, i get happy, and then someone is there to bring me down. and i know what happened this time to make me feel this way..well somewhat feel this way. yet i cant even tell that person, because its such a stupid reason to be upset you know? sigh..i just wish that i could get over this shit..and yet i cant. oh well..this is just more of a thought post.