I feel so empty, hollow. Everything feel so meaning less. I just wish I had someone anyone that actually wanted to talk to me. Instead of me ALWAYS harassing people. I spend hours debating if I should post or not...I am so worthless and not worth anything. Yet I still crave having somebody that actually wants to talk to me. I'm so lonely. I hate being desperate yet it's all I feel I am. Nothing seem to have much meaning for me . Everything is so dark my heart feels black, I'm not sure I'll ever get it back. I hate myself more than anyone ever could.