I have been depressed, have social anxiety and I am suicidal. Without boring all of you too much, I made some real bad personal and professional (work) decisions a couple years back. I have since had a breakdown and have never been the same. And now alll that dominates my mind is suicide. There are a couple of personal details I need to take care of first. But I have the means and method all at my disposal so the only thing I have to do is get the nerve. I ask myself, if I knew I would be successful and it would be a peaceful and quick end, would I do it straight away? I just cannot get out from the hole I have dug for myself and feel the time has come to act. Have any of you been at that point, where you're just staring over a big cliff ready to jump off? I know I am. Thanks for listening and I would welcome all responses.