Fell in love. Forgave betrayals. Stated loyal. Gave. forgiveness when asked. She did it again. Cover up lies and deception. Promised me honesty. Gave none. Ruined my tryst in people. Walked away from successful career. 4 psychologists told me she has BPD. She got married two weeks ago. Couldn't give me the basic human decency of honesty about her affair. Lied cheated and destroyed me. Have lost the will to live. To many lies. Just want to sleep. Took my hopes of a family. My most precious dream.