There's no point to my life. No friends. No on ever calls unless they want a favour. No one ever visits. No one helps me or does me favours. Co-workers don't even say good bye to me when I leave. My kid spends all day online or playing video games or watching tv and gets mad if I ask why cleaning wasn't done or why something is broken. I'm not allowed to have any part of my life for me. My only purpose is to make other people's lives easier. People who won't talk to me if they don't need something. Why do I have no worth to anyone besides what I can do for them? Why won't anyone talk to me beyond pleasantries? I've tried, I've tried to so hard this year, to be social, to get out of my agoraphobia shell, thinking that there was a life out there that I just wouldn't let myself experience. Turns out there was no life out there for me. No one wants me around. I have no point, no life, nothing.