Just want to disappear

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by NotSoJoyful, Jan 9, 2016.

  1. NotSoJoyful

    NotSoJoyful Member

    It's so ironic how I wake up every morning and I can't wait until the day is over...
    Only to awake to a new day, and wish the same.

    Sometimes I just want to disappear.

    Literally and figuratively. I just want to not be.

    And I hate that no one notices.
    That the ones who are aware, don't seem to feel a need to continue to be involved with me.
    I hate that the ones who have no clue, who see me but don't actually see me.

    So if it's always going to feel this way, why not fit the description?
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hiya, I get what you mean, the people I want to notice, don't. You sound very depressed, obviously...are you getting any treatment for the way you're feelings and the thoughts to die? I am sorry you're feeling this way, I really am. ((hugs)) to you.