I don`t spend a lot of time on here, but when I do, I usually just read threads. I`m a bit too shy and I`m not really good at the art of conversation to really interact with anyone on here. I see a lot of words of encouragement being thrown around as a response to those who are in pain. I`m not really sure how to take those words...they seem fake to me, but maybe that`s just me. One thing`s for sure though, even if you don`t mean those words, I appreciate the effort to throw them out there, a lot of people wouldn`t do the same. I`m guess I`m just looking for the positive in all of this. Thank you to the mods and people who support others and keep on keeping on.