Today has been the most stressful day of my life. Idk how to go back to what I just had yesterday. Never again will I be able to kiss him, make love to him, nothing. And in a snese he really did fuck all that up. Even tho I know she lied, that he was telling the truth, I dont see him as mine anymore. I don't want to touch anything she has touched. She had him first and I'm thinking she can have him back.