Somebody piss in your cereal or something?
Your overly angsty demeanor is amusing if anything.
No.
I’ve just been raped.
Beaten.
Abandoned by my father at 3 days old.
Undernourished and raised on food stamps for the first 5 years of my life.
And worst of all - i’m white. No do gooder yuppie white liberals ever sang my struggle. I’m just lazy, negligible trash who should be reaping the benefits of a system that’s apparently rigged for people like me in their eyes.
I couldn’t careless if I ‘frighten’ any of the younger readers. None of them know shit about real fear.
None of them know anything about already suffering paranoia and abandonment issues at 9 years old.
None of them know anything about being deprived of a childhood and living in complete isolation throughout those ‘fun’ teenage years because they grew up in a cesspit where nobody wanted anything to do with somebody of their color.
None of them know shit about coming up so broke that the prospect of getting a real education is laughable.
I think I have a few legitimate reasons to be a little miffed at society.
I should have a few murders on my rap sheet and at least a suicide attempt under my belt by now. I share the background of many of society’s ‘monsters’, but I haven’t sank that low.
You're right. I'm negative.
I feel cheated. I can’t even love another because I’ve never been loved myself. I can’t reach out because i’ve been bitten every time. I can't help but feel a destructive hatred for a society led by a privileged few born into the right circumstances.
Prison systems are filled with people like me. Your unwanteds, your forgettables, people who never had a chance.