Just wanting to disappear

[blue229]

Has anyone ever wanted to just disappear? Like not suicide, just vanish from everyone you know? I am in a failing marriage of 16 years, family that don't care about me unless it is to bitch about me, no real friends. I live in a small town with nosy people who pry into each others personal business. All I really have is my job. I can honestly understand why so many missing persons are just people wanting to get away from everyone and make a fresh start elsewhere. I feel like a prisoner trapped here.

 

[cots]

Hi blue, I understand. I wish to disappear myself - can't stand anything anymore.

I don't have any constructive suggestion but I just wanted to reply to let you know that you're not alone. Please keep posting whenever you need to confide in someone. People here are kind and willing to listen.

Stay strong.

 

[lost_in_a_fairytale]

it wouldn't be practical for me but sometimes I wish I could just run away and go live somewhere remote like a cabin in the forest, ideally not alone, but anyway yeah

 

[Wispiwill]

Yep, I've thought about that too. Sometimes it would be nice to press pause on my life and just take some time out of it with just me and nobody else expecting things from me.

 

[Honda1010]

I feel like jumping in my car and just drive and starting a new life somewhere else. Or living in the woods in a cabin away from everyone and everything!!!!

 

[Thauoy]

I want to disappear from the face of earth.

 

[lost_in_a_fairytale]

I want to disappear from the face of earth.

you ever think about alternative universes? sometimes I wish I could disappear from here but have a better life in another world where things can be different and not impossible

 

[Daphna]

Has anyone ever wanted to just disappear? Like not suicide, just vanish from everyone you know? I am in a failing marriage of 16 years, family that don't care about me unless it is to bitch about me, no real friends. I live in a small town with nosy people who pry into each others personal business. All I really have is my job. I can honestly understand why so many missing persons are just people wanting to get away from everyone and make a fresh start elsewhere. I feel like a prisoner trapped here.

I used to live a Gypsy type life. I’ve moved several times until I found my home. Then I grew roots.

 

[Wispiwill]

you ever think about alternative universes? sometimes I wish I could disappear from here but have a better life in another world where things can be different and not impossible

I sometimes wonder about alternative universes - the whole quantum thing of every decision having to be played out somewhere kind of thing. Sometimes I wonder if I am how I am so that another version of me can have a better life. I'd like to think I was doing SOMETHING good. Somehow.

 

[lost_in_a_fairytale]

I sometimes wonder about alternative universes - the whole quantum thing of every decision having to be played out somewhere kind of thing. Sometimes I wonder if I am how I am so that another version of me can have a better life. I'd like to think I was doing SOMETHING good. Somehow.

yeah it's really interesting. sometimes I feel sad that I'm stuck in this one, but then that also means there's alternative universes where things are even worse.. so I guess in some ways we should count ourselves lucky

 

[lost_in_a_fairytale]

I watched a video not too long ago about weird stories from people who thought they went to an alternative universe for a bit and came back

 

[KM76710]

Most everyday. I sometimes tell myself others would be better off if I did, but knows that is a cop out and not taking their view on it.

 

[Paisley]

Yeah, I've wished I was never born many times, and that seems pretty similar to wanting to disappear, I guess.

 

[Thauoy]

you ever think about alternative universes? sometimes I wish I could disappear from here but have a better life in another world where things can be different and not impossible

I feel the same as you do. I also wish to have a better life in another world where people like me are not humiliated and ill-treated. Where things and situation are different from our society and world , Where all my suffering are no more, where my wish are fulfilled. I wish to live in such a world where there is no hatred and violence but full of love, empathy, kindness, compassion and happiness.