I just feel so sad today. Everything was going so well the last month. I really thought things were changing. As I type this we're into 3 hours since he walked away from me and locked himself into the bedroom ignoring me. I just don't understand that adolescent behaviour from a 28-year old man. I really don't. I know him so well. When he's sick, when he's lacking sleep, when something in his "work" isn't going well...he's moody. I KNOW HIM. Two days ago, he had a disagreement with a guy whose band biography he is writing and suddenly he's "not into" the biography anymore (work). He has tonsilitis and swollen gums his wisdom teeth being removed Friday so he's in pain and very nervous (sick), and last night our dog had digestive problems and he was up until 7am taking her back and forth outside (lack of sleep)...so suddenly the last two days, he's overly-critical, argumentative, accusing and impatient with me. "What's wrong with you? The last two days you've been negative and starting arguments"...I cried when he said that. The last few days I've been doing everything I can to be agreeable and to take care of him. I even drove to the market to get fresh veggies so that I can make him juice twice a day for his throat. I've been taking care of all the pets by myself, ignoring his angry moods and making him dinners...I'm so hurt. So what does he do? I cry, he walks away and I haven't seen him in 3 hours now. I'm a pathetic idiot to all those who previously told me to get away from his abusive ass right? Why do I love him? Fark. I just sent him a text asking him to move over to his office so I could go to bed soon. We have doctor's appointments tomorrow and I said I'm still going and would be happy if he accompanied me, I'd be in the car at 10am waiting. (usually he ignores me all night when something like this happens). I guess it's hitting me harder today because we've had a month of a normal happy relationship and I don't understand what I did wrong this time except that I cried and I didn't let him walk all over me. I'm more of an idiot because I opened a bottle of wine. I felt the need for calm and comfort. I hate myself for letting him get to me so much that I am drinking right now. Thanks for listening. Any bets on a fool who will forgive with one nice word from him?