I'm not even sure where to start. I haven't had these dark thoughts in a while. I just want to start cutting myself and never stop. It always seems to be a cycle. I feel good for a while, then I'll have bad few days/weeks of dark thoughts, low mood and an uncontrollable anger. Then something happens and I can feel myself literally break inside. I just don't see the point anymore. Seriously, why continue with life when this sh*t is always going to happen? Something always goes wrong. People are always going to be horrible. I see no other way out of this other than to just die. Sorry, just discovered this forum and I don't really have any other outlet just now.