In 2007 my maternal grandmother was diagnosed with breast cancer. She did chemo and she got better. Last year she was diagnosed with bone cancer. I have been living with my grandparents since August 2nd. I've been helping take care of my grandmother, and by helping I mean doing a LOT of stuff around her house and helping her with things most people can easily do for themselves such as getting dress and getting around the house. I've also been going with her to chemo. Today I went with her when she went to see the oncologist (cancer doctor). She'd just had a bone scan and CT scan to check on how the chemo was working. It's not helping anymore. Her oncologist has her switching to a pill to try and see if that will help, and at the very least to help her get her strength back up so that she might be able to walk around the house again. I'm so scared. And the worst part of it for me is that I used to have something to throw myself into to help me cope, but now it's not there anymore. Just yesterday the art group I had been in for almost three years I had to leave because I wasn't going to let myself be the next victim of "witch hunts" that never should have happened in the first place. So now t last stable thing in my life is gone and I have no where to turn to help me deal with this. I'm so scared.