I lost my wife in early May, 2012. She had been suffering from a neuro disease for some years and had recently been in hospital following an accident. However, she came home and regained mobility and was doing extremely well. Then on 3rd May she collapsed and died from Sepsis caused by a urinary infection. I am utterly distraught as I was looking after her and cannot understand why there were no symptoms. If there was a quick and easy way out I would do it - now. I miss my wife so much - we were together for 48 years and married for nearly 45. We were true soul mates and did everything together. Each day for me is hell on earth as I am without her. How I will manage for the rest of my life (I am 68 and in fair health) I simply do not know. To those who say that those who commit suicide are selfish, they simply do not know the agony that some people go through.