I feel like time is frozen in place, suicide could be the case. Because with every breath I take, I feel death is closer, never to wake again.<mod edit - methods> but no tears gush down my face, because I don't fear it. I welcome it hiding the emotions like a poker player, maybe I should switch to roulette and get a nine in the eye. But with every last breath I take until my final rest, and all this pain the day just keeps rolling on like a movie. But every movie has a final chapter.