This distance is for my own safety. I've got a lot of strength within me. I've got a lot inside of me that I'm not going to destroy. People are just not safe for me. I wanted to let you know how I felt and I did. This is not your fault. I'm sorry. Everyone is responsible for their own lives. You are not responsible for mine and I'm not responsible for yours. Everything I said was true. Everything. I don't blame you. I'm just sorry I'm not strong enough for this. I won't be here/online anymore.