You know you are a monster, dont pretend to be any less, you do not deserve any good, you should only get death. You hurt everyone around you cause everyone so much pain, why cant they see the true you? why do they think you sane? you are nothing but a horrid thorn, you deserve nothing good, and no matter what you pretend to be, die is what you should. Stop trying to make up for it, its worthless to even try, all you do is cause more pain, cant you see them cry? So take you life away right now, stop your beating heart, for then they might live life, one that you couldnt start.