i need to post this or something. an idea isnt an idea untill it has touched another mind correct? idk i dont wana feel without a voice. i just jotted this down after i fight with my mom. quick and simple but. ye You don't understand and I Don't think will. You repeat orders over + over again. You Patronize me. If this were under my control, If I wasn't weak, I would've fixed it already. I am shit. Nothing more nothing less. Its is fate. I don't deserve anything. Thanks for bringing this up again. You say I bring up excuses always. SORRY. Sorry for being weak and useless and nothing. You went through this and worse? Maybe, but so much in my life is disregarded by y. You love me. Why I didn't kill myself in the first place. I Just want to die now. Everything is nothing. Everything can be gone. I'm Weak. I'm sorry everyone + everything And nothing/ Everything and nothing I do, is insignificant. Therefore SO AM I. My superior inferiority is my shame. My shame drives me, INSANE.