Kanani's World of Words

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  1. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Kanani's World of Words: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    :biggrin: Decided to just put all my stuff in one thread so it's easier for me to find. Enjoy, comment, etc.

    ***this is aimed at the girl at the beach today giving me dirty looks b/c I'm not skinny and I don't have fake breasts. I thank her for the inspiration***

    "IT" Girl

    You strut your stuff in your too small bathing suit,
    With your bought and paid for breasts,
    Thinking that you are the new "it" girl.
    The truth is you're just more eye candy for the masses.
    You are not seen for who you are,
    but for what your body can offer.
    The truth is you've probably been used up
    and spit out by every inconcievable jackass.

    You spend hours examining your reflection.
    The mirror reflects lies and untruths,
    as you decide it's time to diet.
    So you starve yourself to please the guys.
    You abuse your body not for yourself,
    but at the hope of being touched sweetly.
    Instead you get groped by dirty, drunken fools
    Only looking for a quick fuck as they pass through.

    You offer them no real committment.
    You offer them no real compassion.
    Letting them entangle their serpent tongue with yours.
    You offer them nothing but those store bought breasts,
    and your too skinny, too fragile frame.
    You offer them nothing but a mouth,
    and a warm crevice to rest their erections.
    You are just the "it" girl to them.
     
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  2. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    Amazing, hun. :hug:
     
  3. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    :hug: Yep, still love it. The other ending you were going to post was nice, but I like this one much more. :smile:
     
  4. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    :hug: amazing kellz
     
  5. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    Thank you. wasn't sure if i was pushing boundaries or not. Jess is right the original version was umm how do i say it...harsh...lol

    thanks for the comments :hug:
     
  6. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    Plastic is for toys, I tell them.

    By virtue of having fake breasts in the first place, though, they are often too dense to pick up on the insult. So I walk away scotfree
     
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    amazing poem hun :hug:
     
  8. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Re: "It" Girl **possible trigger*** idk

    Steals your saying because it is brilliant. :biggrin:

    Thanks for comments both you and Lynn.
     
  9. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Part of Me.

    a happier poem I suppose.

    Part of Me

    Your words seep into my thoughts.
    They slowly mind fuck me into thinking,
    These thoughts you think are so misleading.
    They are so truthful yet I want them to be wrong.
    Somehow you manage to get deeply imbedded into my thoughts.
    Every waking hour is spent thinking of the next time I can feel you near.
    Every sleeping hour is spent dreaming aimlessly of your face.
    I wonder what the lips of angels taste like.
    I wonder what it's like to feel euphoria.
    I want to entwine my arms within yours
    and lay within your grasp.

    Your words seep into my thoughts.
    They slowly mind fuck me into thinking
    things could possibly be okay.
    These thoughts betray me, playing little mind games.
    The things you say make perfect sense,
    but I'm not inclined to believe I'm anything.
    Every waking hour is spent wondering what love feels like.
    Every sleeping hour is filled with such dreams of want.
    I wonder what it's like to feel loved,
    to fall into the arms of you and cry.
    To fall deeply into your scent, breathe you in,
    and make you part of me.
     
  10. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Re: Part of Me.

    Nice one Kells :smile:
     
  11. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Re: Part of Me.

    The half of you that wants the words to be wrong is misleading

    Listen to those truthful words, Kells
     
  12. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Twisted **trigger idk***

    I wonder if it'll be anything more than this.
    a few fleeting moments together.
    Will things always be this twisted?
    The result is always the same.
    I am left standing alone.
    Left with the wreckage of something resembling love.
    I am standing in the aftermath of the battles.
    The battles that raged within me
    and spilled outward into our anger fueled relationship.
    There was never a moment that I thought it would work.
    I knew in my heart that the two of us were too torn.
    We were too broken from past torments.
    We would have never worked and we both knew it.
    So we resolved our issues by screaming and crying.
    Then begging for forgiveness twisted in sheets.
    Caught up in the heat of the moment.
    Stuck with believing that anger filled sex
    would solve everything.
    It solved nothing for me, I'm not so sure about you.
    You'd take it all from me if you could.
    You knew we were wrong for each other,
    but you still took those feverish moments with greed.
    Feeding off my anger, feeding off my pain.
    Taking me into you, taking me with force.
    Will things always be this twisted?
    Will my life always be this wrecked?
    Continuously falling into not so well meaning relationships.
    Begging for the fights so I can repay you
    with the forgiveness you want.
    So I can repay you with the anger fueled fuck.
    In the end I'll become numb and it won't matter.
    I will lose my luster and you will walk away.
    Just like all the others have done before you
    and after you.
    I will blindly stumble from you and walk into the next
    meaningless, anger fueled relationship.
    Things will always be twisted in my world.
     
  13. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Re: Twisted **trigger idk***

    I'm envious of your writing skills, Kellz. :yes:
     
  14. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Re: Twisted **trigger idk***

    I think it will become something more for you, much much more

    Great writing Kellers
     
  15. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Re: Twisted **trigger idk***

    I'm struck in amazement everytime I read something you wrote, Kelly.
    You've got a gift there, writing all that beautiful poetry.
    Sad as they can be, they are darn good!

    Thanks for sharing, Kells. :hug:
     
  16. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Re: Twisted **trigger idk***

    Jess, thanks for the comment. I think you could write if you wanted to. Poetry is just words of how you feel in my eyes. :hug:

    Jeff, thanks love. Hopefully things will get better. I hope there are more things than just this out there. Cute name by the way..Kellers :)

    Est, thank you hunneh. :hug: It's funny how one word, or one sentence can set in motion a poem. I find it amazing. Thanks for the words of kindness.
     
  17. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    *************TRIGGER*****************

    Monster

    A little bit of heaven then
    I'm stuck with a lifetime of hell.
    Stuck between wanting and needing
    to become more than this.
    Stuck between wanting and needing
    to feel loved,
    but somehow I'm stuck with hate.
    He kissed lips so gently
    until the answer was no.
    The grip of his delicate touch
    tightened as he reached the throat.
    Rag doll forced down,
    Shoved around.
    Stuck between him and the bed,
    begging for the delicate man,
    but seeing just the beast.
    Unleashed and salivating
    for the one thing he wants,
    the thing he craves,
    the thing he'll steal.
    MONSTER!
    BEAST!
    A little bit of heaven now
    a lifetime bound to hell.
    Stuck forever with the knowledge
    that I'm now tainted,
    ruined,
    destroyed,
    by the monster I thought I loved.​
     
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  18. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Offerings

    I offer you a heart and mind.
    I offer compassion and love.
    I may offer up my soul for the taking.
    I let their serpent tongue search my body.
    Not because I'm skinny,
    not because I offer store bought fakeness,
    but because I offer truth.
    I offer up more than being a one time thing.

    You fail to notice these truths.
    You whisper sweet melodies in my ear.
    You tell me I'm beautiful as you beg for more.
    I've given you all that I have,
    but you want more.
    You want to take what I'm not willing to give.

    I will not offer my body without love.
    I will not be your second best.
    I'm deserving of being someone's number one.
    I will not bare my soul to you if you're merely thinking
    you'll somehow get in my pants.

    I hold how I feel very close to my heart.
    I'm guarded and sheltered.
    My heart lies amongst cobwebs.
    Not because I don't want love,
    but because I haven't found someone
    worthy yet.
    I haven't found him,
    but someday I will.
    When I do I will offer myself
    mind,
    body,
    and soul.​
     
  19. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    Words

    I'm sorry my words are not enough.
    They cannot comfort you in your time of need.
    I'm sorry that I cannot make you feel better.
    I'm trying to not make you feel worse.
    I want to make you smile.
    I want to feel the depths of your soul.
    I want to reach in and grab your heart,
    dust off the hatred and the doubt.
    I want to kiss the tears away
    until there are none left.
    I wish that I could make you see,
    make you feel something, anything
    besides this impending doom.
    I want you to realize that this life,
    it doesn't have to be so bad.
    I'm sorry that I have nothing more
    to offer you except for words.
    I know sometimes words are little
    consolation in this world of hurt.
    If I could show you I would.
    If it was humanly possible I would.
    I'd entangle my arms around you
    tightly and I would not let go.
    I'd kiss your lips tenderly, lovingly.
    It wouldn't be for nothing, it would be for something.
    It would mean something.
    If not to you than at least for me.
    In that moment, in your presence,
    I could show you,
    somehow...someway.​
     
  20. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :biggrin: I like!
     
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