Kath

[*dilligaf*]

Has anyone here heard from Kath? I havent seen or spoken to her since Easter time and am getting a bit worried :sad: I text her this morning but got no reply. Anyone? :unsure:

 

[Marshmallow]

Nope i haven't either. Am getting worried aswell :sad: Might text her in a bit.

 

[*dilligaf*]

Hmmm :sad: She used to text G quite a bit but he hasn't heard from her either :sad:

 

[kath]

Hope you got my text Sam.Thanks for the concern and sorry i havent been in touch people.

i am very ill at present.I will be ok though.

 

[*dilligaf*]

hey hun, i didnt get any text :blink: but thanks for letting us know you are ok. hope to see you around soon :smile:

 

[Beret]

get better soon hun. you are definantly missed around here.
:hug:

 

[gentlelady]

I hope you are feeling better soon kath. We have missed you. Take care. :hug:

 

[kath]

i think that you should continue on without me.

 

[Sycotic_Sarah]

Kath, no. :hug:

I love you loads.

 

[kath]

i care for kyou loads too.

im sorry it has to be this way.

i already know it makes me a bad person.i know that.

i can see that.

But i am too ill now for things to turn out any other way.

Plwase go on without me.

 

[kath]

When i think aobut this calmly now and weigh things up even then i think this is causing people more pain than if i were just dead.This isnt helping anyone my being here like this.Not like this.i think its worse for people than if i were dead.

 

[gentlelady]

kath, as for going on without you, well, that sort of is a given, but that does not mean that the time for that is right now. I realize you are very ill. That does not keep us from caring about you and wishing your health return. You are loved kath and that doesn't change. You take care the best way you can. I hope to see you around here for a long time to come. :hug:

 

[kath]

i feel i am letting everyone down........im sorry i cant be on the forum more today.Not when i know im letting "Robin and everyone here down.It hurts so much.

 

[Sycotic_Sarah]

Kath. :hug: Don't give up hun.

 

[gentlelady]

You are not letting us down kath. You are welcome to stay on the forum as long as you would like.

 

[Marshmallow]

Glad your safe hunni :hug:

 

[kath]

Yep im safe.....couldnt be safer.

And no Gentle......just no hun.

Adnd i am letting you all down.In the biggest way anyone could ever let anyone down.

 

[gentlelady]

Please keep trying kath. I know how much that is to ask of you and I am sorry that I feel impelled to do so. You are not letting us down kath. My worry is that you are letting yourself down And in doing that, you feel so much worse about yourse;f that options seem to no longer exist. I wish there was a way for you to step outside of yourself and see what others do. If you could, you would see the value of yourself. That value is priceless.

 

[kath]

Well either way im letting eomeone or some people down and i just need to die.Thats all there is to it now.Its not gonna matter anymore soon is it.There is no more to it.That is just my sitatuoin to sum it up.It doesnt matter how we sum it up really.The outcome is the same.And i would never recover my dignity.

 

[thedeafmusician]

you aint letting us down hun, all these replies are definitely proof of that. :hug: