So yesturday was my last day of rent and stuff before moving out to a new house (which was meant to be today). Anyway that didnt happen and for some reason ive ended up in a different country yet again running away from problems Anyway got a call from a girl and basically her boyfriend who used to be my friend found out she had, cheated on him with me ages ago. And fair enough he wanted to slit my throat. So he kept calling me all day and threating me and whatever and at first i was like fuck this im moving but then i was like nah its ok if something happens cant be that bad. Problem to me isnt one fight that i can deal with its the fact that everytime i saw him some sort of shit would happen. But then he calls me again at night and that got me really on edge and for some STUPID reason i deciced to buy plane tickets for a few hours later and now im here in another country! But to be honest where i lived i didnt have many friends all i had was random onenight stand girls i knew and 2 good friends. So thats not a problem. What i did have though was a AWESOME job which i left i was a BOUNCER (security at a nightclub) and i really loved the job so much so that i actually keep crying about it which is ironic considering the nature of the job ahha. And out of everything leaving my job is the only thing getting me down, that and thinking up what to do next with my life... Anyway not really sure what the point of this was but i truely regret leaving now and theres not much i can do to put it right again now.