I think of everything that has ever happend in life and its been nothing but one disapointment after another. I was recently thinking about a girl on my facebook that is a playboy model and was on the Jimmy Kimmel show. Will one day my friend told me toleave the party and drive him all the way across a big town to meet up with these chicks. So I drove him all the way there. I mean 2 girls and 2 of us perfect right. Well as soon as we get there my friend is making out with both of them and I'm just chilling. I don't know if it was because those girls wanted nothing to do with me or I have fucked up friends or a combination of both but anyways the girl I could have made out with ended up being a play boy model and my friend ruined that or maybe I never had a chance. This type of stuff happend to me every day and I just think what is the point girls hate me my friends hate me there is no reason for my existense.