That's the best advice I can give myself. It's the only thing I can do right now. I have to keep trying. One of these times I'll get it right. For those of you who haven't tried to kill yourself yet: It's not easy. Beleive me. I know you think it will be. I know you don't have a reason to live. I know you are suffering. And, despite what people will tell you, I know there isn't any hope for most of you. I know, because I'm in the same boat. I know that suicide is the only option for me. I know it's the only way I will ever find peace. And I know it's the only option for many of you as well. But the fact is, it's not easy. Taking one's life is the single most difficult thing a human being can do. It takes an incredible amount of strength and courage. Strength and courage that I, apparently, do not possess. But I need to keep trying. It's all I have. Wish me luck. ANd I wish the best of luck to all you you. May you find strength where I cannot.