Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by mlxjaded, Jul 30, 2010.

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  1. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

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  2. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Is everything okay? :hug:
     
  3. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    ^ no. nothing is okay.
     
  4. Young suicider

    Young suicider Well-Known Member

    .....
     
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  5. ThinkingCap

    ThinkingCap Well-Known Member

    Then what's going on? Wouldja like to talk about it a bit?
     
  6. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    What's wrong?
     
  7. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    I can't tell if this is insulting me or not but okay. Btw, I'm a he.

    And how doesn't it make sense?
    Read the title.
    Obviously I'm not in a good state of mind and it's going to take a lot of time and work to get me calm.

    Okay, whatever.
    I'm done with this forum.
     
  8. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    I think they meant that when people get upset, their words make less sense. I've noticed when some posters are going through a really bad time, their words get jumbled and it's hard to understand. It's not meant to be insulting.

    You don't have to leave. What's wrong?
     
  9. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    What Things said jaded.

    Would you like to talk about it? Im always here if you just want to say anything, hope things get better for you soon mate...:hug:
     
  10. CloudCatching

    CloudCatching Well-Known Member

    Text lacks tone and sometimes it can be hard to decipher, but the effort is still there. I don't think that YS was trying to be insulting, actually the comment seems more directed toward Dave than anything.

    We can't help you if you remain vague, and my apologies if I sound rude.
     
  11. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    Oh. Sorry I snapped at you, Young_Suicider.
    My head wasn't in the right place last night.

    I am still not much better but at least now I can tell what you meant
    Forgive me?
    :i'm sorry:


    There has just been a lot going on..it's getting hard to handle.
    Way too much to type. =/
     
  12. Soul of a Dragon

    Soul of a Dragon Well-Known Member

    Ahh... good prevails! :)
     
  13. Things

    Things Well-Known Member

    It happens to everyone. No harm done. :)

    Try writing down your problems just one at a time. Break them up into little pieces. That way, it's easier to find a solution and it'll help you feel less overwhelmed. You don't have to write them all at once. I don't mean posting on here if you prefer not to, but just writing anywhere.
     
  14. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    How are you feeling now mlx?
     
  15. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    And this is how the world died
    I can hear you judging me
    I'll hear your confession
    I found the best piece of me
    Alone
    Shivering in the dark
    Three centimeters tall
    And talk to god

    Eating it's heart
    But you will not feast on me today
    This is how the world died
    Who will slay this thing

    I forgive you
    Who will play the butcher and
    End my suffering

    I forgive you
    I fucked the minds of the masses with the fingers of liberty
    This is not a threat
    This is not
    A threat

    I'm not perfect
    I'm not a beauty queen I'm just me
    I'm just me
    We are all
    Prisoners here
    All shapes and sizes

    I'm proud of who I am
    Forever
    Chasing the sun
    I'm proud of me

    She bites her trembling mind
    It began as all tragedies do
    Forgive me
    With pain and deception
    If you'll be the paper I'll be the pen
    This is it
    I've tasted hell
    And it tastes just like you

    No one is coming to save me
    No one is going to change things
    The answers will not drop from the sky
    I will not one day wake with a different disguise

    No

    The only solution
    Is revolution
    Art is war
    Fight
    Fight

    The odds were always against me
    Lose weight
    Clearly think
    I exist I am broken

    If god is my father
    Then I am an orphan

    I am broken
    I am not a mistake
    My ancestry is a ghost story
    I'm a prophecy
    My love life is a crime scene
    I'm an omen
    My self-esteem is a string of unsolved murders

    The radio is brainwashing me filling my head with these
    Self conspiracies
    I am an emotional nightmare

    I can't hide the pain inside
    Builder of my own mythology
    Just tell me
    You're listening


    - Shattered Pieces; Otep
     
  16. Marty482

    Marty482 Well-Known Member

    Praying for you.
     
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