I was in a very dark place earlier this week, I got through it, you CAN get through this difficult time. We won't judge you here but I can understand it being hard to talk. Know we are here for you any time you need us. What you need to do is create a life worth living so that you will always choose life. Therapy and medications can make huge differences to your moods and how you regulate your emotions and thoughts! I hope you choose life because you deserve to live a life worth living!
((sending warm hugs))