Keeping things on the surface

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Acetaminophen, Mar 1, 2007.

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  1. Acetaminophen

    Acetaminophen Well-Known Member

    I think that the easiest way to live this life without the hazzards of emotional trauma is to well . . "keep it on the surface" by "on" i'm reffering to everything

    it's just a theory of course, I'd be overwhelmed if i could kill my emotions and just see things based on how they appear, to be shallow i guess is what i'm trying to say . . .

    I mean, suicide simply takes too much effort to commit and alot of doubts
    but, if we all stick to simple stuff, Fun(i won't use the term "happiness")
    Anger, and simply being naive, it's the same as being dead . .

    that's what i am, i'm here but i'm already dead, i know it makes no sense again, but tonight i just seem so unbelievably vulnerable . . .

    i'm aware but not concerned, i know but i don't care anymore . .
    and for some reason, i'm selfish enough to make this kind of living work for myself . .

    Maybe one day there will be something that will finally make me feel that i'm alive . . . until that day comes, i stay dead on the inside . .

    peace out y'all^^
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