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Kent, The Only Person who Ever Cared About Me

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by reverse, Jun 21, 2008.

  1. reverse

    reverse Guest

    In 2002 I "met" someone on alt.suicide.holiday. We became fast friends and eventually were talking on the phone twice a week, every week.

    He hung himself on his 28th birthday. It was 2 years ago in January.

    I still feel so much guilt because he was a great friend to me, but I was a lousy one to him. Particularly since people treat me so badly, but never really him. :(
  2. famous.last.words

    famous.last.words Forum Buddy

    im so sorry to hear of your loss, especially such a close friend.
  3. hammockmonkey

    hammockmonkey Well-Known Member

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  4. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    that must be hard... but don't put the blame on yourself. you probably weren't a lousy friend, you were just having a tough time, and he probably didn't want to burden you with his feelings. that's all. it's not your fault at all. he just cared about you being happy.