KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!! KILL ME!!! I HATE MY FAMILY!!! I HATE MY FRIENDS (some of them)!!!!!!!! AND MOST OF ALL!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! I'm depressed, paranoid and afraid all the time! I have survived every suicide attempt I have tried!!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG!!!!???!!!?! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS????!!!??