KILL ME.... please....

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Tnecniv

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KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! KILL ME!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!! KILL ME!!! I HATE MY FAMILY!!! I HATE MY FRIENDS (some of them)!!!!!!!! AND MOST OF ALL!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! I'm depressed, paranoid and afraid all the time! I have survived every suicide attempt I have tried!!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG!!!!???!!!?! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS????!!!??
 

Tnecniv

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I have to let it out again so... AAAHHHHRRRRGGHHHH, WHY THE HELL IS EVERY THING SO FUCKING WRONG!? I CAN'T GO ON LIKE THIS!!! I'M FUCKING GOING AROUND LOOKING FOR A 3 METER LONG ROPE FOR A 4. SUICIDE ATTEMPT!!! i MEEN! WHAT THE HELL? I FEEL SO BAD AND I JUST WANT TO LEAVE! I HATE THIS PLACE! I HATE ALMOST EVERYONE! AND MOST OF ALL MYSELF!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST GET RID OF MY PAIN!? WHY!? ALL I CAN SAY IS! KILL ME!!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO DIE!!!! KILL ME!!! I WANT TO LEAVE THIS FILTHY WORLD AND GET PEACE!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO WRONG!!!!???!!!?! WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS????!!!?? AND NOW DOESE IT SEEM LIKE EVERYONE IS ANGRY AT ME BECAUSE I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE TIME!!!!! I MEEN, GOD DAMN IT!!!!! WHY CAN'T THE PAIN JUST STOP!!!!!!!????!!! I need peace.... I need to get away..... I need someone that understands....... I need death..... I need it all..... but if I had some of the other things...... then death wouldn't be nessesary.........

vincent......
 

Tnecniv

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I just have to vent again so.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGG!!!!!! WHY CAN'T IT JUST STOP!!!??!! I HATE THIS! WHY ME? WHY THE HELL DID EVERY THING GO SO FUCKING WRONG!?!?!?!?!! AND WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE TO GET FLASHBACKS OF THINGS I WANT TO FORGET!!!!???!?!?!!! I NEED IT ALL TO END NOW!!!! or else I'd end it...... even though.... all I just wanted was a normal happy life.... but that was to much to ask for......
 

Anime-Zodiac

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Hopefully by venting, it will release some of that negative energy.

Feel free to PM me anytime if you ever want to get some stuff of your shoulders.
 

Tnecniv

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#9
OKAY, OKAY! I GET IT! YOU HATE ME! I GET IT!!!! CAN YOU STOP TRYING TO PROVE IT NOW TO ME!!!!????!!!!!!!

this was to the world or "the higher powers"

vincent
 

Beret

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#10
Vincent hun, im real sorry you are in so much pain. We certainly do not hate you :hug: Do you have a therapist that you could contact, otherwise I would go to the ER telling them you are close to snap. Please dont overreact. Do sth that relaxes you, otherwise go to the ER please.
 

Tnecniv

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yes, i am going to a therapist and are getting sectioned next week :( idon't want to! what I really want is to die.... but after surviving 4 attempts and failed uncountable times...... I think I'm just abit unnlucky with my attempts :(
 

Tnecniv

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I want to die... I really really do... why am i still here? i can't do anything right............. i'm not even good enough to take my own life......
 

Tnecniv

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god, I hate my life....... I can't continue like this....
I really want to die...
why do I allways fail?
well....
I think it's time to accept that my life is total shit...
I think it's time to see the truth...
I know it's time to end my life...
but I still know that there is no point....
so i'm not going to go a 5th.......
 

Tnecniv

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WELL! THANK YOU!!! I GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE THEY COULDN'T FIND A DIAGNOSE SO THEY COULDN'T HELP ME!!! WELL, FUCK YOU!!!! god, this sucks....
 
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