I am afraid that if I don't improve, I might snap and take my anger out on others. I hope to die soon. I have no purpose of being on this stinking Earth. No reason. I find it hard to make friends and girls are scared of me. Its just the same day over and over. I am 28, I live alone and I am a virgin. I have severe thyroid problems and chances of cancer might be there. I am surprised I haven't killed myself yet. I doubt much people would care if I did outside of these forums. In order to save others, I must kill myself soon.