So, a short while ago I was engaging in the 'shameful' practice of SH. Some random thought that crossed my mind at around 5:00 this morning was what triggered my desire to cut, as well as robbing me of any hope of getting to sleep soon. Anyway, so as I was putting away all of my things afterward, I happened to glance into the bathroom mirror and I realized that I'm standing there with bloody cuts on my arms, in bright pink pajama bottoms and a nice, cheerful Tinkerbell t-shirt. I don't think I have to emphasize the absurdity of this picture, needless to say the sheer degree of how ridiculous it was actually made me laugh, and now, I don't know if it was because of the cutting or because of how stupid I realized I looked, but now I'm feeling so much better than I was, so much so that I feel like I can get back to my 'sort-of' schedule for today. Anyway, I just thought I would share this bit of idiotic and useless information with everyone today. I hope everyone else's day goes WAY more smoothly than mine has thus far.