kinda wish I didn't have a family

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by darkrider, Sep 2, 2008.

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  1. darkrider

    darkrider Well-Known Member

    If I didn't no one would be hurt if I left. I don't see a reason to live, nothing is right. I don't enjoy anything any more.
  2. I often wish that too, my mom is the only person keeping me in check from killing myself. I hate her, but I still don't want to see her any miserable than she is now.
  3. Alexpt2

    Alexpt2 Well-Known Member

    I wish I had a family. That would be a reason to live for me.
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I often wish I didnt have a family too, but at the same time i am very grateful that I have a loving family.

    How are you feeling today?
  5. ZundertowZ

    ZundertowZ Well-Known Member

    i understand what your trying to say but you have no idea how much it hurts to not have a family!
  6. noplacetogo

    noplacetogo Well-Known Member

    I wish I didn't have a family either. Not because I hate my family, but because they are a burden to me. I constantly think about how they would feel if I did so and so. If I killed myself everyone would go crazy. and Not in that crazy I miss you way, but in the literally crazy blame-game way. I think though, if I didn't have a family, I'm not sure if I would want to kill myself. I would have no more obligations. could live my life without that constant nagging. I'll never know. but yeah, family is overrated.
  7. shazzer

    shazzer Well-Known Member

    I sometimes wish I didn't have a family then I wouldn't feel guilty about all the suicide attempts I've put them through not that they know about them all thank god but they know enough. If it wasn't for my mum I wouldn't try and hang on as the rest of them aren't worth staying alive for
  8. Oceans

    Oceans Well-Known Member

    I am not close to my family but i still wish that i was not part of a family then it would be easier to end it all because i wouldn't have to think about the implication on the family.
  9. darkplace

    darkplace Well-Known Member

    i have family but its like i live with flatmates. we hardly talk. im sorry but if i stay its not because of them.
  10. freefalling

    freefalling Active Member

    I too have wished for that for years.If you had no-one it would be so much easier to end it all.I have 2 young sons and they are what are keeping me alive at present.I hope my love for them will guide me to make the right decisions in future moments of darkness.
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