I've spent about 1 1/2 years here running around the forums, threads and posts reading all about other peoples life problems. Some make me want to bash my head agaisnt the wall ("I'm gonna kill myself because my boyfriend who I love with all my heart is breaking up with me after a week long relationship yada yada yada"). Others tear my heart to pieces with the real desperation of the situations (" in a short time I will have no where to live" or "the pain of everything in my (past or present) life is just too much to carry any longer"). And what have I done? I hand out fucking gumdrops and lollipops to try and fix lifetimes of hurt or betrayal or pain. I give out advice that reeks of sugar and spice and everything fucking nice. I feel like shit for always trying to make others believe that life can get better. To keep plugging away at all the shit life hands you. And the best part is I cant do for myself what I keep preaching to others to try. Well straight from the jackass's mouth...... life sucks!!!!! That's the reality of it all. Now, please get in an orderly line up to kick my sorry ass!!!!