I am a horrible person. A terrible mother and terrible wife. I cheated on my husband. He has been torturing me ever since. Posted the other persons picture on my faceboook and said this is the person I cheated on my husband with. One mintute he is nice the next he is calling me names. He wants all these details like what positions and where and how many times. We were separated and I did separate to see this other person so in a sense I lied. I deserve this I do, I know I do but I can't deal with it. I hurt him badly -- I didn't even know that I mattered. When we got back together my daughter was angry and now she is going to leave me too because he is here. I have nobody now. Nobody and I am so horrible I don't deserve any sympothy. I just wlant to die -- I don't want to deal with this anymore. I have nothing and I did it to myself.