Ever since my anorexia got really worse I have had problems with getting intimate with people-even if I loved them. Of course...how could you not But now I am fine. I feel pretty confident, I like myself as I am, I do not selfharm or starve anymore... Why does it not become better than? I got to no so many men lately who all honestly worked their asses off to impress me and some I in fact liked...really...but then I told them to just leave me alone...or i simply ran away. I even kicked my best friend away when he wanted to hug me! =O What can I do?