Latly ive been trying to get my life together and i would like to.Ive been waiting to go look for a job but when i get ready to go out and look i always beat myself up and the past 2 days ive just given up.i would put my clothes on and like out of nowhere i just lose all my energy and motivation to actually look.and right now i should be out looking but im feeling like im shit.and i dont know why im like this.
I just dont care anymore.geting a job isnt going to help me.nothing is going to help me.fuck i hate myself right now i wish i didnt fuck up last year and then wouldnt have to be here dealing with this shit.
I just dont care anymore.geting a job isnt going to help me.nothing is going to help me.fuck i hate myself right now i wish i didnt fuck up last year and then wouldnt have to be here dealing with this shit.