Isn't there just a time where you'd be expected to be very happy but you just aren't? Like a holiday or some news you heard. I often feel like I'm a demon or something if I'm not happy about things that most people would be happy about. Sometimes I even have to take quite a bit of harsh names. For example, I'm the only person who isn't to crazy about my first little sister being here in a couple of weeks. So many people I know about are having babies nowadays that it really doesn't surprise me like it should or hype me up. To me hearing the words "I'm pregnant!" from someone is like hearing "I just bought a new shirt!". Common and nothing for me to get hyped about. Please no name calling or long lectures about my pessimistic attitude, this is the site I'd least expect that from. People coming into the world just has no affect on me. I'll fake a smile and congratulate people but thats pretty much it. I just don't feel the happiness right now that I should feel. But yeah, is there a holiday or some type of news that just doesn't affect you? Perhaps you're like me? I'd love to hear if somebody else was like me so I wouldn't feel so horrible about how my brain works. By the way, Thanksgiving seems to have this odd lack of happiness effect on me as well. :/ Sorry if this isn't the appropriate section by the way. If something I said has upset you, don't let it. ♥ Don't judge anything poorly that anybody may say here, as well as what I said.