I am a straight male whose life is so screwed up that a woman wouldn't be interested in what I have to offer. Women all want a guy who is a good provider and wants children neither category of which I can say I belong to. I am incessantly looking at women's bodies just like looking at Jaguars: I can't have them. Also, I look all the time at women's rings and get so jealous because I will probably never be married. It's not so much the sex that I will miss but the lonliness. I am constantly looking at women's breasts. Oh, well. Life goes on. Many of the injured soldiers coming back will never have sex either. I guess you have to come to terms with this. Anyhow, this relationship thing is just another facet of my feelings of failure in so many areas. It's the whole gestalt. So long.