Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Marshmallow, Apr 5, 2007.

  1. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr why the fuck do i feel like i'm the one whos done something wrong!?! jeez! i say 'well thanks for that' then ................ bloody hell. Was in a good and bad way i suppose.

    I'm sick of been worried constantly about people here. I can't take it, i can't take expecting them to do something, when i now it would kill me, so why not just get it over and done with now. I got the information. So why not. Why not save myself the hurt.

    I'm still soooo fucking angry, so fucking hurt, in more ways than one. Meh whatever, since when did that matter. Got some reading to do now :smile: reading to change my life.

    and while i'm at it, since when is it ok for someone to come into chat and throw abuse about for people following the rules? I try step in to help the mods out, take the heat off them for a bit cos i KNOW how much their getting stressed and people think its ok to throw abuse about. For people doing whats right. Meh whatever.
  2. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    another rant......

    How the fuck can you go off like that! leaving me feeling responsible for you!! you've done me a favor. An hour i spent looking and what do ya know, i got what i wanted.

    I'm done, so fucking done with this shit.

    How fucking stupid am i! leave it out on the table and my mum just picks it up and walks off with it!!! need to so fucking badly right now!!! guess i'll find another way or something. I dunno anymore. I'm done. Its gone too far.

    You don't know me at all, no one fucking does. If you knew me you wouldn't of mentioned it. Hey its not like the first time I've been told about people having that, but they never gave to me. Well fuck them. arggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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  3. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Sorry you feel like that, Viks. I hope you feel a bit better now getting that off your chest. I'm here if you need me, as you know. Love ya :hug:
  4. Vitreledonellidae

    Vitreledonellidae Well-Known Member

    Vikkers, no, dont do it. It hasnt gone to far, if you will it has gone to far. You're a such a sweet, wonderfull, smart, funny, caring and amazing girl with so much potential. I dont know exactly how you feel, but some things I can understand, you know we kinda have the same problem. But would you gave it to me?? Please hun
    Love you
  5. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    :sad: :hug: :hug: :hug:
  6. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Thanks guys. Sorry had a mood swing again :dry: pretty bad one, hopefully will get something to calm them down soon :smile: Am good again :biggrin:

    and i loves ya too Caz and Julie :tongue:
  7. Robin

    Robin Guest

    Hey Viks, just thought I'd send ya a :hug: .. Glad you're feeling a bit better :)
  8. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Thanks for that hun :hug: :hug: :hug: :biggrin:
  9. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Glad you're feeling better hun!!! :hug: :flowers:
  10. Vitreledonellidae

    Vitreledonellidae Well-Known Member

    I just hope its a mood swing and you're not pretending :unsure: Sorry, I just know what happened yesterday. Here if you need me