So tomorrow morning I have an appointment for the referral meeting you need to see if seeing a shrink (or whatever you want to call them) is something I should do. I'm a little nervous since this is basically the last chance to find something to help. I've been waiting 2 months for this appointment and I just hope it's the right thing. I already tried the counselors and 1) couldn't talk to them about what was really bothering me, 2) don't think they were trained to help me and 3) felt that I was just being a nuisance to them since they would tell me to try and be positive and do positive things and I just couldn't. If this doesn't get me into somewhere where I can actually say what I'm thinking and not have to worry about everyone else finding out, I'm screwed and I give up.