im sorry to everyone and anyone ive ever met here. im sorry ive wasted your time. i wont be around anymore. i feel its time to shut up, quit bitching and end it. i dont want to fight this fight anymore. the hand ive been dealt is too much to bare. to those ive hurt im sorry. to those friends ive made or think i have made im sorry ive wasted one ounce of your time. it was wasted and the effort was spent on someone not worth it. im sorry. im out.