My last day of teaching was today. My students were swearing at me, disobeying me, destroying classroom property and thoughtfully tore up the goodbye cards I was stupid enough to write for them and trashed the pencils I bought them. But you know what??!!!!... fuck it! They're fucking gone! I will never have to put up with them disrespecting me or making my life hell and making me cut myself or try to kill myself again! The fucking animals have left and they're never coming back! Yes you probably think I'm a terrible teacher and I am, I wasn't able to control the classroom and they fucking walked all over me all year. You may think I'm a terrible person for talking like this about my students but after what I went through I've had enough. I did everything possible to help them and I do hope for the best for them but whatever I did they would blow it all up in my face. I don't care! I'm finished with them! I never ever have to see them again! Thank you God!