Today is the worst I've been ever. I'm manic and the thoughts are stronger then ever. I've been getting my plans in place for a while now and was working on a schedule and not impulse, but, the impulses are winning today. Just wanted to say farewell to the few who seemed to possibly understand and care. I'll be in and out of the board today. Having some people over tonight for a small gathering, they are not aware of my plans and it really is my funeral of sorts. Thanks for the support and kind words you have given here. Been one hell of a ride lately, I'm glad it's almost over.